p1. First page of poems in English
On this page are a list of poems which I wrote in English, however, some of their titles are in other languages, and you will notice names and other words in other languages appearing in these poems. Some of these poems were once published by me on Facebook but have since been removed, none of them have ever been in any kind of publication nor archived in any way, not in any book, ebook, website or article. I have also published a larger number of different poems (to those on this page) in other publications. This page was created on the 17th of February 2025 and was last updated in September 2025 with the addition of the poem Plateau in the Ocean; and again in October 2025 with the poem Thunder and Dance of the Spirit. Note added 16th of Oct 2025: note that the poetic Finnish language in article f3 on this website, including that which is handwritten in one of the photos, unrelated to the poem Thunder and Dance of the Spirit even though the aforementioned things were both written around a similar time and are both romantic in nature.
Finnish thunder
The sound of thunder in Finnish skies
Clouds blowing in the sunrise
Roaring spinning in the aether
The lime tree dancing,
In the windy ocean
The ethereal shapes
The heavens turning
The birches are blowing
Ukko’s eyes are burning
Paths
I miss you Scotland
And the paths of my life
I miss my cats
And the gentle youthful nights
I long for how the clouds turn away
Waves in an ocean that can seem far away
In this world where sometimes nothing seems deep
We walk on the earth, traumatised, she seems to gently sleep
As mankind progresses forward, to an end that becomes its end
For a purpose that by its own nature we cannot contend
It seems to leave behind the things at the side of the road
Those reminders, moments of love that nourish our souls
The world seems to go one way, but I want to go back
To find the real meaning, the love that feels to lack
The path of humanity seems straight, going towards the goal
But it is better to move gently, and to sway to and fro
In a world where everything must be efficient and direct
The more about it, I want to reject
And take a twisting path, like a snake over moors
Leading me slowly and eventually to the core
Männyt - Pines
The smell of pines in morning mist
You remind me of times when the world was chaos and bliss
Millions of ages have passed in the mind of the pines
From the times of giant reptiles
Through mother earth as she has rocked and sighed
To the Gaels of the highlands the pine's name is ailm
The first, the oldest, the cleanser of the air
From whence four directions point hither and there
Your name is so old and yet still told
You stand high over lochs in Torridon and to the east
To the vast lands where colours and scents leak
To the mountains of the west across the great sea
Where the Hopi ancestors gazed from mountains free
How I appreciate and love you
Oldest of the trees
Your skeletal forms and your resin in the breeze
You take me home to times long past
For throughout the ages you are the first and the last
When I breathe your smell, time ceases to be
I know the notes of the skies, and I swim the cosmic sea
The stars over Y Berwyn
Starlight is the Welsh secret
Shining over distant hills
The unchanging hope
The Elven light
The Eldar Dancing
Gentle but bright
Be my life kind and good
May I walk beneath your grace
And hear the path of the Awen
Beating in my soul
May I find the roads of the Awen
Set by the Creator
Before the World was born
Plateau in the Ocean
This poem was published in September 2025, but was written in May 2023 on the Isle of Barra in Scotland, but describes something I experienced 7 years earlier on the Isle of Barra, on a similar night in 2016.
On a night seven years ago
With whisky in my belly
I walked up under a starry night
The wild blowing heavily
The Mountains silhouetted against the sky
The time that does fly
But in the chaos, the stillness of a scene
Made me think of how things should really be
I saw the vastness of space
From a mountain in the sea
The depths and dimensions of creation
Were revealed to me
I was small and insignificant
Yet somehow,
I was everything I ever wanted to be
Thunder and Dance of the Spirit
The poem below is not intended to be in any sense sad, depressing, or to indicate giving up on hope - rather, it conveys what can be described as the spirit's voice or mission, a longing to find a way home to oneself in this human life, and how society, or for example experience of rejection and a lack of hope can cause a person to feel hopeless in romantic love. Nevertheless this poem doesn't speak from a hopeless perspective, but rather from one of finding one's own soul. When the emotional heart does not feel loved, often, I find it is most important to seek one's own spirit, our inner, truest self; not out of ego or through forcing an understanding or reconciliation with ourselves, but rather through letting go of certain things about the past, fears of living, inhibitions and inner daeomons, and giving ourselves a chance to believe in luck and to trust in our spirit. The last line, "Before this moment strays away", is akin to that, whilst timing is important - there is never going to be a perfect time to start listening to our spirit, and to listen to our hope and luck in the life, and, the choice really, is always now, right now.
I wish you could see
If just for a second
What lies within
I float on an ocean
From the stars to home
It's far beyond what I've known
I miss the gentle days
And the windy nights
I miss the mountains
Their vast stony sights
How my heart grieves
For a love that seems true
How my spirit wishes
For another way through
The ways are spoken
The chains are broken
What I once was, can no longer be opened
My dreams are filled with demons
Fears of the unknown
Dreams of love
That were never sown
A torturous impass
A forgotten sea
That I can see but it's hard to be free
I long to lie, at someone's side
In a place where I don't have to hide
I long for another to know my soul
But it has to be right, otherwise it means f*ck all
How must I seem, to you that have been
To this place, the darkness of a small town scene
I am nothing of note
Just a voice to revoke
The loss of a scene
Of times that were once seen
I am not that old
But I feel time has gone from my hands
It swirls away, and little seems to stand
How I long for a say
This very day
To tell you what I feel
Before this moment strays away